I am your contempt, I am 19 years of anger
I wish I could visit the past, keep you a stranger.
There's enough of a war going on inside my head
And with you here, trust me, I'm better off dead

If you quit anything, it was not this
It was only yourself, some say ignorance is bliss.
But not for you, not to this extent
Look me in the eyes, you're an embarrassment.

When all you care about is just yourself
Don't expect sympathy from anyone else
How's it feel to left all alone?
With nothing there but the repercussions of decisions
Womanizing without morals, a drunken delusion
How you're still alive doesn't make any sense.

What will it take for you to wake up?
I speak for all of us enough is enough.
Just shut your mouth, I don't want another excuse
I haven't slept in three weeks because of you.

I refuse to bow down, to you the king of filth
King of cheaters king of liars, king of self.
Preserve your reputation, what you claim you used to be
No one's had to put up with you as long as me.

I see you now, for what you really are
Just a thorn in my side, an undeserved scar.
You'll haunt me, until the day I die
For the memory, of a friend who lied.

And so I'll finally draw the line
You've said sorry too many times
All you are is a disease
You mean nothing to me.