If the paramedics come, please send them away, they won't do me any good.
I've been dying for what feels like years, to forget certain words, trying not to hate my favorite songs.
So if you hear the sirens, promise me you won't worry, know I'm better off.
After all that I've said, and all that I've done, I owe something an apology, I wish I knew what it was.
At the root of things, I'm not sure who I am.
Day by day I play scholar, try to learn all I can.
I hope you understand. I'm so sorry. And I'm not sure why I am.
released November 16, 2014
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